UNSTEADY

		 What you do you do so well
		 Open my mind with a story to tell.......
		   
		I've always thought I was free to take flight
		Never trapped in a soul closed tight
		Always laughing, always drunk...and to smile
		to be a bitch and so selfish once and awhile
		A shallow life I have lived...How has this happened to me
		Have I been to blind to see?
		Lifting my rose coloured glasses, as I look back 
		to a time when friendships I never lacked.
		I am to busy for friends now days
		I know I'm being selfish in so may ways
		I want time on my own, fewer friends to debate
		The turn my life is about to take.
						
		I keep quite, and try not to hide
		You hurt my feelings, buried deep inside
		I'm on the edge, my emotions cease flowing
		the build up inside for ever growing
		A spark, a push, a taunt, over the edge I go 
		my footing was unsteady you have to know
		I'm hanging on, with a fierce grip I want, I need, I have to live.
		It's not just you, I want to be with
		Not my life that means so much
		It's all those people to whom I've touched
		To see their happiness, in which they gain
		They never ever have to know of my pain.